I stopped my way ....

Finally the debate journey stopped, during the journey i found out that are many difficulty during the journey.But i get what i want in this journey that is enough already.1 sad thing is i cant continue it....quite sad, but every thing have the caused-effect relationship.1 thing for me is that i finally realise how stupid,mini and weak is me.....May be there are really the hard work i pay is no enough....i sux and really i lose no only to enemy but myself too...

Haha...today i deleted my game -dota already...haha...tis is the only one i paid most of my hard work n energy to it...but i still remain noob..quite sad rite??? haha...i also realise i am noob ....
But now i put my attention to study or do other hobits...izzit gonna be late???

Why till now...many thing i cant change...

I dun wan to blame other thing liao.....blame on me also no use..i havent change till some thing that happened before....
If no talent ...why i no go train..if no genius brain why i no go study hard..

May be the GOD saying the right thing to me...
If now i no study hard and harder....i wont broke my fate!!!

Juz i dun wan my fate become so so so normal again ...juz a bit and a bit more excited for me please!!! i wan become a successful person because i put my hard work to do it...no because of genius and the ability given by GOD.....
I want take back what i ord lose to u ...........
YOU the only one i care.....i will fight and love u !!!!

KIM - the lose person been found in a forest...
1 more chance - i tried my best best to fight every thing in my life to impress YOU...
If need die,i also wan to take a last shoot to shoot u ....