u try hard for the thing u like??

Basically,i only try hard for the thing i like,the 1st thing i try hard is in secondary school,--badminton! my only sport,and i like it so much. But i forbidden since,i know my level is no improvement at all when in form 3. If tat time i cont my training,maybe there is still some improvement for me.But,is ntg wat,too many god in Malaysia.No wonder we called the Malaysia badminton kingdom.
2nd thing is my love story. This 1 i really really put many efforts inside.i believe tat love need to build and work it out. Love is like business,u need to put the effort in,in order to get u the good result.i am no duobt to say, i get a good gf.And i do a good bf.
I do put in many efforts in my studies,until standard4 i started no like to study.Dunno y,many my parent will rewards me with something i wan if i get good result.BUt i really hate it,so oni i get wat i wan when i got good result. However,nothing change,i need to study to get wat i wanted.
But until now,i finally knew tat,studies is veri important.i need it so much. My attitude toward studies is no build in the fundamental. i always like to walk simpang in stead there are big road for us to walk. REALLY i can said, although i no study( study a bit la).i can passed.....geng ler...
From standard 1 till now.(i do failed in my seni---1st fail in my life,but i go tution class ler,my seni after that bad hurt becoming veri geng,my drawing veri cantik i swear to god--during tat time oni la)
However,now i confusing,whether me consider hardworking or not,since i watch tv more than read TEXT BOOK....TEXT BOOK....c them i straight pening...I so afraid...
Now i sked my job,my result so poor or consider suck at all...since tat dota hurt me so badly,my emosi had return to normal mood,..... I 1st time feel so important when read text book,maybe i shall build a good good attitude toward studies from the begining.......i love study but study is boring...i would like my result to be good but i am lazy....i swear i will be hardworking if given me a new chance,....i now start work hard!!

decision making?

i read a article some weeks ago.about the former us president.When he is young,he meet with a shoe makers,and wanna to do a pairs of leather shoe.but he no decided whether wanna to do a round head or sharp head type of leather shoes.so, the shoe maker let him back home to think about 3 days and later he come back.however he didnt decide after 3 days.So,after 4 day,the shoe maker accidently meet him at roadside.asking whether he decided to do wat type of leather shoe.The young man said he no yet decided.the shoe maker said ok! i know which type of shoe u wan ord. the young man surpise,the old man told him took his new shoes after 1 week.After 1 week,the young man go and take the shoe.he found out the shoe is strange.one of the shoe is round type and another 1 is sharp type.so,he was surpise and ask the old man why ?
the old man saying that when u no sure what decision u making or you struggle at making the decision,u will end up with letting out ur decision to others people.So,friends,confident with ur decision making.

decision making?